How Can You Mend A Broken Heart
Was browsing some cds in the cd shop this morning. Read a review that the new album - TO Love Somebody - A Bee Gees Tribute is a good buy. Since its been awhile since i have listen to that kinda genre and also with the state of mind that i am goin through now, might just wanna give the album a try. Bought it, pop into my notebook cd just now....and MEN!!!! i am so inlove with the album now!! So far is only track 4 already i am loving IT!!!! One particular track that really caught my listening bud is from Michael Buble version - How Can You Mend a Broken Heart. Can't help to repeat that song numerous time. Just so sad and melancholy mood while listening to that song...Decided to find the lyrics and see what does it really says....Gosh!!! It just sums up what i have goin through later.......just take a read........
"How Can You Mend A Broken Heart"
I can think of younger days
When living for my life
Was everything a man could want to do
I could never see tomorrow
But I was never told about the sorrow
And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend a this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart
And let me live againI can still feel the breeze
That rustles through the trees
And misty memories of days gone by
We could never see tomorrow
No one said a word about the sorrow
And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart
And let me live again
I'm Alive!!
I’m alive!! I’m Alive!! Kap-Kung_Kap!! Yes…incase someone you readers thought that I might have stay-put in Chiang Mai for good (although there was a time I was contemplating of doing so), can’t do without the mamak session and late-night food offers in KL. Hiak!! So I am back. Lots of thing happened the moment I came back from my trip. Thought would have a good start, apparently not so. Got myself into some shitty situation, dealing with some shitty ppl with my part-time job. Really brought down my mood. It is so bad that I am having thoughts of giving-up my part-time job in this establishment. And I am serious guys. I can’t just live with the notion that my passion and interest can only go so far and to make it worst, it has to be dictated by someone who knows NUTS!!! and deciding your fate how far you can go just by the factor of how much that persons like you....TNS!!
I have been doing lots of thinking and rationalizing the incidents that happened to me. I do ask myself, why do I have to always get myself entangled to this shitty thing. Did I ask for it ? No one will be on the right mind to ask for shitty stuff to happen on them that’s for sure. Then why does it have to happen to me? All I ask was to give a fair chance to everyone to be part of something that we feel so strong and passion about it. And yet, your request has been rejected bluntly and to add insult, no valid reasons that came out from that person sounds justifiable and yet it raised more questionable to say the least. That brings to my next question. How far can you take this shit? How far can you, as a person allows taking this happening upon yourself?
I have close-friends telling me lets forget about it. Lets move on. Lets not hold any grudges or confront that person. Is there any reason to confront that person and get the truth. My friend was saying, whats the point confronting and yet you will still be in the same position. It will not change the results that’s for sure, neither it will make that person like you more. So whats the point? The points is, if you see something that is not done in the right manner, I personally feel you have the right to seek for the answer and hoping whatever you think that is right will eventually shade some lights to the other person. Very obviously, that didn’t happen lar!…hahah. Confronted that person, yes I did. Did it make things better, I doubt so, infact it makes things worst!! Haha. Guess by now, I am in that person black book indicating with font Verdana, size 40 and bold, so that person will not forget the whole thing!! As if I give a shit!!
So, come to my next question. Where do I go from here? Seriously, I hv somehow make up my mind. Time will tell. As to of of you, whether you are directly or indirectly involved in the decisions that I have make, I do wish you well. I always believe, never makes enemies, cos our path will cross eventually, one fine day. …..
P/S – On btw, lots of pictures were taken during my trip to ChiangMai. Hopefully I will able to put it up soon for you avid readers to view……….
Spontaneous
Got an sms these morning from my friend asking me to go for breakfast. Since me work EU shift these week, took up the offer. Met him at mamak, had my usual nasi lemak with teh-ice...yum yum..slurp slurp....Then conversation flow. Was talking bout everthing, from worldcup to saman to cars and suddenly the topic of holidays....My friend will only start work next week, and since he is has nothing to do, i suggested maybe he should just take a quick-short tour to covers the remaining days ahead bla bla bla....bla bla bla......Anyway, just to cut the thing short and sweet....One thing leads to another, next thing you know......I am going to Chiang Mai tmrw morning....8:15am flight to be precise. IAKS!!!!!!!! How spontaneous can it get ??....hahahah.
Chiang Mai.....here i come!!! :)
Lossen up my buttonz
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)But you keep fronting (Uh)Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)But you keep fronting (Uh)Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)I am so diggin' this song ....so diggin' it!!! Bring it on u pussies-gurlz!!! (xpeace05 brings out his hand claws and with the tougue stucking out......MEOW!!!!!) hiak!!! ........lol!!!
My BIG day
Yoh! yoh! YoH!! ....Wattzzz up?!?!!!?! hehehe..Can't find a way to start off the blog entry these morning. Guess this is the most lame started i have ever come out with so far...hahah.. So, is first week of July 2007. Wow, we are already at the 2nd half of 2007. What have we done?? What have YOU done?? or should i say....What have I done for the past 6 months??
....Its kinda scary knowing the fact each hour, every min, every second, the time clock just tick tick tick without waiting anyone, or anything that pass by....Next thing you know, is already end of 2007!! Aiks!!! Its even scarier when your age is catches up on you.......Which coincidentally, last friday was moi BIG day :)......
Yeah, birthday was last friday. That was the reason why i took the friday off and just laze around. Didn't really had a big or gigantic or even shoutout bout the birthday thingy. Is just a quiet birth-day....Woke up kinda late, cos the night b4 was catching my latest 24 series season 5 (just finished in US, and it is really really great guyz!!) . Pass midnite, no sms or calls. Guess by then my day was just gonna be any other days...Morning comes, as usual clean myself and get ready to go for breakfast. When i got hold of my phone.....WOW!!! to my surprise, had about 10+ sms. Was like wtf?!?!...look into the listing, all diff names, some even don't have names, jsut numbers..hahahah.....Afterall, there are ppl who remembers it is my B I R T H D A Y afterall!!(except some bloke who didn't even know!!! mr kak-fatimah-hand) ....so happy, happy happy quickly read all the msges.....Thank you thank you thank you guys for all the nice and sweet messages. I even got msges all the way from Singapore (Theresa all teh way from sing-kar-poh!! and my close mate Andrew from UK!! Really make my day!! yeah...Of all the msges i received, there is one that really stands out, and i would just like to share it wiht you guys....(btw is from a friend of mine who i know since our secondary school days!!)
" Many happy returns of the day! We would like to grant you a FREE Membership to our most exclusive Club Thirty-XXX Young & Restless. Welcome!! Happy Birthday on this day and Happy 364 UN-Birthdays! Enjoy and good health be you. By having read this far, you must be thinking "Aiyah! A simple happy Birthday would have sufficed. But no, this crazy guy had to launch into some greeting frenzy on a friday morning!! Make me read os much, like mad! Tak Tak! "
Ain't that something ugys? Aint' u just feel so glad and warmzy just to know you have friends who took times just to compose such msges to you. SY, thank you......Throughout the whole day, msges beeping in my phone, greetings from you guys. And mind you guys, i still have all your msges in my Inbox....hahah
Afternoon was in Curve, just lepaking while doing some window shopping. Didn't really get much out of it. Manage to get myself a working pants and a track pants for gym. Finally i got my hands on a red colour track pants, after all this while searching high-and-low for it. Although is not the material that i would hope for, but for the price that i am paying, i guess i just have to settle with it for now. Later afternoon went to catch Superman Returns. It was ok. Not really one of my fav to start off with. It looks more like a television series, minus the high-end special effects. Kinda like the aeroplane sequence. I think is one of the best scene throughout the whole show. Did u guys notice, after all the bumps and hits Lois Lane got in the plane, there isn't any bruises or marks on her face ? ..........
After the show, went for a quiet dinner with some close friends of mine. Had it in Italiannies Restaurant. Heard alot of it, but havent try before, so decided to give it a shot that day. The food was ok. Ambience was just alright. Since is a World Cup season, half of the place was crowded with football fans getting ready to catch the match of the night. We had our fair-share of laughter and fun. Took some pictures of the food. too bad i don't have it with me right now. Will post it up once i have it....
Dinner ends, the group decided i should have my birthday cake!! (which i wasn't really inclined to it) But at the end have to give in. End up in Baskin robbins. Took awhile to choose the right cake. Cos seems like all cakes displayed that night look so YUMMY!!! hahaah...wanted to have it all. Finally lots of bantering and discussion and mind-boggling decision, we have decided to choose the Berry Berry Strawberry Ice-Cream cake...hahahah... Well, the name itself already enuff to have salivas drooling from your mouth... And here you are guys....the birthday cake and the birthday boy...smilling happily till can't even see the eyes.........hiak..........
Thanks "foreverjohn" for the pics. There are more pics, once i have it wiht me, will definately post it in here guyz.....
By the time we finished our cake, some of my mates still wanan lepak longer and we decided to go the mamak stall near Tesco and had a drink there. Again took lots of photos. guess everyone was on a photo taking mood that night. It was definately one of the best b'day i had. Again, thank you so much for all the prezzies and msgs guys. It is being my pleasure to have you all as my friends.
