You & I

A Closing Chapter

Is just twenty minutes past two on a raining saturday morning. Yeap, what a nice weather to curl yourself up in bed and go to sleep. I'm sure heading to my bed right after i am done with these entry today. Juz got back from a movie outing wiht my dear fren yw2k. Watched this movie called 23. Brainless to say the least. Anyway i know eFIL is waiting anxiously for this entry today. and here it is my fren ...as promised.

Lately have been going through a windwhirl of mix-emotion (most of you ppl will label me dramaqueen) but heck!! life can't be dull all the time right :) Anyway, today, it has reached for its closing chapter. Had a conversation these afternoon with these person, and the conversation somehow lead from one place to another and the next thing you know....like a bullet to your heart...BAM!!! it hit!!!The one statement these person made has somehow shown me the right path i should be taking all this while. The one statement these person made that has somehow show me how foolish and stupid i am to cling on to a false hope that was never be. The one statement these person made that makes me just wanan sprung up from my seat and start to throw chairs and table just to release my volcano-big-kahuna-reaction after hearing it. That one statement these person made today, that makes me to draw these conclusion........is time for me to move on.......

Is not a choice. Is not a "what if" situation. Is pretty clearcut. unless i still wanna be put into a fantasy world hoping the ending will be "they live happily ever after" writing across at the center of a white page, this is the right decision. Gott to move on. Is for my own good...is for these person own good....and also is for my frens own good too, not having to hear my drama stuff anymore ...hahah :) Really had a good long thought today as to what these person as to say to me. It is clearly drawn, no matter how much effort i put in, it is and has always been a one-way-street. And i must do thank these person for having hte guts to say whatever he had said today that brings me back to reality.

I have no hatred on these person, neither do i have anything to do wiht these person anymore. Yes, we are friend. And friend is the furthest it can be .....well thats how i see it for now. Can't really predict the future, can i. As for now, one thing for sure, i do have friends surrounding me to give me that support that i need and i do cherish it very much. Ppl like EFIL, he has to endure my whining and groninng these afternoon , although not that he careless . And on top of that, he make me abutter cake!! awwww.......i am soo touched ! :p I have ppl like the purple dinosaurs, who is one person that i tell n share anything everything under the sky. Alos ppl like yw2k, who tonight share a movie outing wiht me, thanks pal....How much more can i ask for ?.....

Time to close this chapter. No more drama drama entry stuff for awhile....i hope....hahahah. Weekend is here. Better get full-use of it. Rite peeps. I guess i see you ppl on the next entry..Till then , thanks guys. Last but not least, to my dear purple dinosaurs, like i told you these afternoon, i'm gonna put this in record here. Yeah...your babies are alll FARK UP! Period.

Labels: Personal Thoughts

posted by xPeace05 @ 4/28/2007 02:19:00 AM