You & I

The Haze, The Marathon and The SMS

Back to afternoon shift these week. just got back from dinner with my colleagues. Another 2 more hours to go b4 i head back home. While having dinner tonight, thought were going thru my mind. Told myself i would like to blog something today. But i can't come to a conclusion as what i want to blog. About the haze that is never ending story? or what i did during the weekend? or maybe a very weird and startled sms i received in the morning today. And here i am now, sitting right infront of my notebook, staring at the screen, yet still have not decided which one i shud blog about....hmmm.......Maybe i should just blog everything at one go eh? ......yeah..i should just do that.....

Haze. Haze Haze......Where is this gonna end? When are we going to see that something is really done to the ppl who causes all this unnesessary situation that we have to suffered at the end? When is our government going to just stop talking and really show some action to this ppl? When can we stand this much longer? Can't they really see the history repeating itself?? Every year, every time when such situation happens, what we get in the newspaper is all about where and how this thing started. What API indicator is showing, what the government ppl is saying for the sake of saying for the newspaper to report. Ppl blaming is malaysian company that is the culprit, malaysian is blaming that our neighbouring country that has to be blame, you blame me i blame you. FARK!!! stop it lar. Even a 3yr child also know all this crap liow. Just show some action and stop it once and for all for gawd sake!!! Almost 5 years we have encountered this already, how many more years do you want your ppl to suffer ah ??? Pls bare in mind, next year is Visit Malaysia Year 2007. Unless u wanan change it to Visit Malaysia HAZY Year 2007, pls lar, i beg you my dear government, show your power lar..............sigh............

Ah, something light-hearted. Had a marathon weekend for myself. Started off on friday night, having two classes in a row non-stop till sunday. Sometimes i do wonder myself, how i could handle it .....Jam, Attack, Wave, Attack, Jam, Jam Attack, Wave.....Not only did i had marathon in classes, also had a movie marathon for the past 3 days. Is being awhile since i had watched movies at midnight. Kinda fun, brings back the younger days when bunch of my schoold friends going out late night to catch movies and talk cock! so i managed to catch World Trade Centre, Grudge 2, and the Jackie Chan new movie Row-B-Hood. Just a short summary of all the 3 movies.....>World Trade Centre, ok lar, boleh tahan movie. Expected to be very drama movie, infact i even prepared tissues to cry our loud liow....but in the end, not even a shed of tears came out from my eyes....Don't get me wrong, there were drama....heavy drama, is jsut that it is not drama enuf to make me cry......ahem...Next Grudge 2....two words to sums it all....FARK-UP movie!! Next!! Ahhhh Jackie Chan Rob-B-Hood. GREAT!!! Had a good laugh watching the movie. You have action, u have humour, you have drama, infact i did cry in the movie men!!! What moer can u ask for ?? If you guys havent catch it, pls do. Highly recommend affair. THe most memorable scene is the part when all the ppl (loan shark, policemen, the baby, the gf, the thiefs, all in one house) That you really have to watch....I laugh so loud, i think the gurl sitting next to me was abit scare of me........KAKAkAKKAKAKAKAka........


Now, on a serious note. This morning i received a very disturbing SMS. Lets just say, the SMS was not intended to send to me. I guess the sender could have just mistakenly send to the wrong person. End up i am the receiving end. When i read the msg, there was like 5 or 10 seconds silence, as i was having my b'fast at that time, i just stopped at everything i was doing and just read the msg all over again. I really do not know how i shuould react to that msg. Was i surprise? Frankly speaking, i was not. Bcause i do know eventually to certain extend 'it' will happened. When you are in this circle of life...this is something is very hard to stay true to it. No matter how much effort and time we put ourselves into it...we can just never guarantee that we can stay faithfull to the end. And the msg just prove us one thing, we have our weakness, we succumb to the desire, we are the prisoners to our horniness. Unless u decided to become a monk la ofcos....then this thing is pretty hard to control i guess. So, do i think that sender who send me the msges was doing a wrong thing. Nope, i don't think so. He is entitled to what he wants to do to his life. If that is what he wants at that moment, why not. But then, he has a bf?.....Ah huh!!!! So how now? Yes, he cheated on his bf thats for sure. B ut that is not us to judge or comment. Maybe they practice open-relationship. You never know. What about his bf is also someone you know? Can even consider your friend. What are you gonna do about it? R u not goin to tell that person? I have been thinking this the whole day trust me.....and i hv actually come to a conclusion. I will leave it as it is. Nope i won't go tell my friend that his bf is cheating on him. Neither would i confront the sender about the whole situation. Let the next action chart its course. If they are destine to be together, let it be. But one thing i am very very sure, they love each other very very much, that, i can say for sure.............

posted by xPeace05 @ 10/16/2006 08:14:00 PM