Wednesday, October 10, 2007

I'm Back

I'm back guys...haha...many thanks for all the comments you guys put in. Appreciate much. Holiday was great!! It was jsut brilliant. The most important of all is the group that i went with. Purple dino and yw2k and some insurance name, u guys were the bomb!! hahah. The time we had together, fun, laughter and some really close friendship moment, really mean so much to me. Won't exchange with anything. It will go down as one of the best moment in my life so far. And i'm already looking forward to another round in DJ STation guys.....hahaha

TOok some time off to settledown. Yeah, is a long time to settledown i must say..haha. Just thought to myself i might just need that little space for myself, to think what i have and what i really want in life from this juncture. Did lots of thinking, lots of soul-searching...hahaha, drama rite? Well can't help it. I'm a cancerian, so blame me :). Seek what is the meaning of friendship and love. How much would u do for the seek of friendship or love. Can you draw the line between friendship and love. Or is tehre such thing as frienship and love at the same time...

Was wathcing one of the episode in Greys Anatomy Season 3, where the title character meredith almost died from drowning. Was really drama the whole episode to say the least. I cried watching (yeah, men do cry ok, cos we got feelings too, hahah). One thing that strike me really deep, is the friendship that the lead character has wit her bunch of friends and ppl surrrouding her.To have everyone shade tears for her, such a poignant moment. The love that dis ppl have in her...

Then the other night, caught this series Queen Elizabeth I, starring Helen Mirren (she won the golden globe for best actress in the role), just superb from the storyline to the acting. One dialogue that really captures my attention, b4 she died, she utter dis words "the most hardest thing to govern, is the heart.....". How true and simplicity said.

Love can really put oneself into turmoil if you really do not how to control it. B4 you know it, it just hit you like a strong wave and the next thing you know, you are in the world of confusion. And the effect strikes in, the things that you do for the sake of love. Then slowly once u get grip of yourself, you ask yourself, what is true love? Is true love is something u will do anything for that person? Or issit something that u will forgive for that person negative behaviour and attitude and accept that person as who he/she is ? Or is true love when u will drop everything that is important to you just to be wiht that person to spent time together? Or is true love is somethign when u see someone who u love so much in heart, having fun with another person, but u pretend nothing had happeend and cry yourself silly....alone? Or issit something that you know for the fact, the battle you are fighting for is proven futile and yet u still wanna give it a shot to see for yourself ? What is true love ?.........

One thing i do know for the fact, friendship. What am i gonna do without this friendship. Gawd knows what will happen to me in a foreign soil if without this frienship. To have a shoulder to cry on when you most need it, and this frienship is there for you anytime. No request, no gain, nor return in favour.....I really do cherish dis friendship to the bottom of my heart. And with this i hv to give a big thank you to you....purpledino.........

2 Comments:

At October 11, 2007 5:05 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

=) welcome back! Wish that it's my turn to go holiday!!

thought I'd reply some of your questions/thoughts but I think I'm going to be as random as you are in your entry!

true love is when one is willing to lay down one's life for you, when one places your happiness/importance over theirs.

true love & friendship can co-exist ;)

I would like to be friends over and above being 'in love'. One can fall out of love, one doesn't fall out of f'ship.

The hardest thing to govern is the heart - DAMN RIGHT! :">

I believe that friends are important and that f'ships should continue even when one is in a r'ship :D

Gosh - that is ONE LONG COMMENT!!!

 
At October 12, 2007 4:22 PM , Blogger Kien said...

why so complicated?... love is so simple... u see it and u will know u love it.. dun crack your head till it broke into pieces but to let it relax and flow..

oh btw.. i have a girl furfren called Amber Mae.. hehehe.. she is hot!.. and i have so many furfrens that i can talk n share with.. it's just great!!..

if u need a shoulder to cry on.. u can use mine.. am tough.. and my human mommy always hugs n lean on me.. i guess am doing a pretty good job here.. hehehe

Cheers
Rossi

 

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